So much!

Man, there are just so many things I want to do!
I want to do DLA or theFurnace before joining the Air Force, but there's already so much to do before I would even be prepared to join! Physical training, studying for the ASVAB, mental preparation... So much to think about.

While I am not one hundred percent sure that this is the path for me, 6 years in the Air Force would open up so many opportunities I won't be able to come by otherwise. College isn't really in the cards for me without some sort of fantastic income and with the economy it is difficult to find a job to support school. I'm not even sure what I want to do... I can think of so many things I would love to learn but I'll be 22 in a few months and that's a little late to start trying to be a "jack of all trades".

The mission trip to India for this summer with theMILL will help me a great deal I think... It's hard for me to explain right now.

In the last few years I've noticed that my ability to communicate what I think has digressed into a conversation-only style of functioning. Which probably explains why I write much like the way I talk... which looks terrible because I'm not so great with grammar and proper sentence structure.

I will more than likely edit this post a little later to fill in some gaps, but right now I'm trying to sort through my thoughts... because there is certainly an abundance of them!